I saw you smiling at your phone when I walked in the room.
Instead of being happy for you, I was sad and jealous
that it wasn't me doing those things to you.
What do I have to do for you to pay attention?
I'm not going to spoil you with my affection.
I learned from my past not to act that way.
I get cold when you stop living in the present with me
because it seems like this is not where you want to be.
Not even the medications I take can make me forget you.
I hope you're happy now that she's taking care of you
and you don't have to take care of me anymore.
I lost you the other day.
You were not listening to what I had to say.
I bet if I was one of your boys,
you'd have a smile drawn on your face,
but I'm just one of your toys,
not meant to stay long in your space.
Tell me what I got to do to be apart of your life.
What is is that I have to sacrifice?
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